"Loved You First"

Girl, that should be me, driving to your house
Knocking on your door, kissing you on the mouth
Holding on your hand, dancing in the dark
'Cause I was the only one who loved you from the start

[Harry:]
But now when I see you with him
It tears my world apart

[All:]
Because I've been waiting
All this time to finally say it
But now I see your heart's been taken
And nothing could be worse
Baby I loved you first
Had my chances
Could have been where he is standing
That's what hurts the most
Girl, I came so close but now you'll never know
Baby I loved you first

[Louis:]
Girl, that should be me, calling on your phone
Saying you're the one and that I'll never let you go

[Harry:]
I never understood what love was really like
But I felt it for the first time looking in your eyes

[Liam:]
But now when I see you with him
My whole world falls apart

[All:]
Because I've been waiting
All this time to finally say it
But now I see your heart's been taken
And nothing could be worse
Baby I loved you first
Had my chances
Could have been where he is standing
That's what hurts the most
Girl, I came so close but now you'll never know
Baby I loved you first

[Zayn:]
First touch, first kiss
First girl who made me feel like this
Heartbreak, it's killing me
I loved you first why can't you see

[Niall:]
I've been waiting
All this time to finally say it
But now I see your heart's been taken
Nothing could be worse

[Zayn:]
Baby I loved you first

[All:]
Had my chances
Could have been where he is standing
That's what hurts the most
Girl, I came so close but now you'll never know
Baby I loved you first

[Zayn:]
Baby I loved you first
Baby I loved you first
Oh yeah

[All:]
Baby I loved you first

PARANOID.-.

Hai para Fans Quhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;D

Haha pada nungguin post-an baru gue yaaa, yekan? Yekan? Udahlah gak usah pada pura-pura jadi secret admirer gue gitu deh,  gue kan jadi gak enak wkwkw. Pokoknya ini gue dedikasi in sama para Bellarous a.k.a fans nya Nabila hoho. Kalian suka gak nama fanbase kita itu? Suka yaaaa, oke deh daripada kalian gemes sama gue kita mulai..

#MUCHLOVEFORMYBELLAROUS ;*

Oke kali ini gue bakal cerita tentang ke Paranoid –an gue.. *tengok kiri kanan* Gue nulis ini sambil di iringi lagu Justin yang Take You biar gak horor hahahahhahahaha oke cukup ketawa nya jadi serem kalo kepanjangan. Oia lagu Take You nya Justin itu salah satu lagu favorit gue di album Believe. Kalo lo mau, lo minta aja sama gue, nanti gue bluetooth- in yaaa.. Selain lagu Take You banyak juga yang—Oke stop kenapa jadi mengalihkan pembicaraan gitu.-.

Jadi gue itu ada tugas drama sama bu guru bahasa indonesia, nah gue sama temen-temen itu pengen nya drama kita beda sama dram-drama lain. Caranya.. kita milih tema yang jarang dipilih orang. Tadinya mau cerita detektif, tapi setelah dipikir terlalu susah-___- kata Tazki komuk kita gak ada yang misterius dan pinter gitu semuanya petakilan. Akhirnya gue inget satu cerita yang pernah gue baca, dan itu cerita horor. Iya horor. Tau gak horor. Gak tau yaaaaaaa.....  Lanjooottttt!

Nah bkita akhirnya udah selesai bikin naskah nya, dan setelah dipertimbangkan gue ngerasa seru pasti kalau pake backsound serem biar horor nya kerasa. Gue pun baca post-an admin di Facebook gue yang tentang serem-serem gitu. Nah ada tuh yang namanya Karlamayer. Sebuah lagu yang katanya serem banget dan bisa bikin orang gila kalau saking paranoid nya. Gue pun ngusulin ke temen-temen kalau kita pake lagu itu aja buat backsound. Kita pun download lagunya..... tapi tentunya bukan gue yang donlot kan gue parnoan orang nya ditambah gue searching di internet tentang asal-usul lagu karlmayer itu. Hampir di semua artikel yang gue baca, mereka bilang lagu itu nyeremin banget bangetan._. bahkan mereka cerita ketakutan mereka setelah denger lagu itu. Nah terciptalah main set dalam fikiran gue kalou tu lagu gak bagus sama sekali dan nyeremin daripada botak nya om Voldih dan nilai ulangan gue yang remed. Tapi temen-temen gue bilang lagu itu biasa aja. Apalagi Tazki, dia mah semua nya aja ditanggepin Flat wkwk “Lo itu cuma ke sugesti doang bil, lagunya gak serem cuman bikin pengang doang. Gak nyeremin beneran deh” Tazkia sering bet ngomomg begitu sama gue. Iya gue juga tau Taz, gue ke sugesti tapi jan ditambah parah dengan gue dengerin tuh laguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.-.

Yang gue bingung dan sesalkan adalah:

1.     Gue yang nyaranin tema horor

2.     Gue yang nyaranin pake backsound

3.     Gue yang nyaranin pake lagu Karlmayer

4.     Gue yang ketakutan parno setengah mampus

5.     Terus semua nya salah siapa

6.     GUE.

7.     Udah CUKUP! gua mulai depresi

8.     .....

9.     Justin, i think we gotta problem *nangis guling-guling*

10.                         (Justin) Hey are ya still breath? ... SHIT.

11.                         (Justin) im sorry, ur friend was.. you know.. mad.

Dan lebih parah lagi pas gue cerita ke ibu gue dia bilang.................................................................................................................................  “Awas nanti kamu gila lagi. Kamu hrapan satu-satunya juga”

Terus gimana dongggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.-.

Justin?

Yah lagunya abis.

Flooding-____-

Oke gue gak tau harus mulai darimana tapi ini bener-bener TERIBLE AND PATHETIC. Rumah gue kebanjiran sampe sedengkul. Semua barang gue basah sampe kasur sama lemari kerendem. Sumpah ini kejadian termengerikan selama gue lahir sampe sekarang. Gue sadar kalo banjir itu gak lucu sama sekali. Dulu rumah nenek gue juga banjir tapi gak separah ini. Awalnya sih pas pagi gak kenapa-kenapa cuma ujan doang, gue gak nyangka sampai bisa kayak gini. Gue juga gak masuk sekolah gara-gara ujan nya gak berenti-berenti dan gak ada jas hujan. Ini kek mimpi aja, tadinya air tuh gak setinggi ini, tapi tau2 air masuk deras kerumah gue. Sampe ubin gue terbuka keatas kedorong air dari dalam tanah. Udah kayak di filim mau kiamat. FYI, disekitar rumah gue gak ada yang separah gue. Mereka rumah nya pada udah di tinggiin. Gue udah dibikinin tanggul, tapi Cuma 20cm sedangkan ini mungkin 50cm. Mana ubin gue pada rembes, ya mening kalo rembesnya sedikit lah ini kayak keran. Cuma dengan beberapa menit rumah gue udeh kaya posseidon yang nabrak es, semua nye kerendem. Pokoknya ibu gue aja ampe takut ngungsi deh kerumah tetangga. Bekas rumah gue yang dulu malah gak kerendem. Gue juga bingung  kenapa Cuma beda satu gang aja, perbedaan nya jauh banget. Di megah 3, gang rumah gue yang dulu air nya Cuma se mata kaki nah di megah 2, tempat tinggal gue yang sekarang se pinggang. Subhanallah! Sekarang alhamdulillah ujan udah berenti tapi air dirunah gue belum turun, masih sedengkul. Gue sekarang lagi di kamar gue, berdiri sambil ngetik di laptop. Tas, baju, buku udah di tempat tidur semua. Tapi gue kelupaan satu kardus buku, alhasil buku gue pun basah. Padahal pas jam setengah tujuh gue nonton redaksi pagi yang lagi liputan banjir, ada berita si Jupe yang ngedatengin warga jakarta yang banjir nya ampe se dada. Gue sempet ketawa, ngeliat ko kasian banget sampe segitunya. Nah sekarang gue yang kebanjiran, dan setelah gue pikir-pikir gue gak mau ketawa sama sekali. Harusnya tadi gue ngedoain mereka supaya banjir nya cepet surut ya. Pertamanya sih air yang naik kerumah gue bening, eh lama-lama jadi butek. Dan air butek iu menuhin rumah gue. Gue juga bingung mikirin besok, kasur sama barang-barang pada basah, mana rumah gue dijamnin kotor banget banyak lumpur. Gue baru tinggal dirumah ini 6 harian, udah kayak gini. Pen bet pindah, tapi gimana lagi. Emang kampret noh yang punya rumah gue yang dulu, masa mau pindah ngasih taunya mepet banget, apa salah nya ngasih tau sebulan sebelum nya. Emang dia kira nyari rumah segampang bikin kandang. Ortu gue kan jadi bingung, galau mau pindah kemana. Gak ketemu yang pas terus. Sekarang gue udah pindah, tuh mana rumahnya didiemin aja. Pokonya sumpah ini terlalu parah buat gue. Mungkin kalo lo gak ngerasain sendiri lo gak bakal tau rasanya KEBANJIRAN yang Fuck YEAH gini.

Gue mau ngepost tapi bingung apaan-_- cerita banyak sih tapi males

"Everything Has Changed" (duet with Ed Sheeran)

[Taylor Swift]
All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles and your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel like

I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you know you know you

'Cause all I know is we said "Hello"
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

[Ed Sheeran]
And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you
[Taylor Swift]
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel like

I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you know you know you

'Cause all I know is we said "Hello"
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time, oh, oh, oh
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind

[Taylor Swift]
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you know you know you

[Both]
'Cause all I know is we said "Hello"
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

All I know is we said "Hello"
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain and everything has changed
All I know is the new found grace
All my days I know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Permulaan 2013 ini...

Rasanya kayak beli Pop ice dicampur Nutrisari (apa rasanya coba?) Ya gitu ada enaknya tapi ada kecutnya juga. Pertama insiden gue enggak ngangkat karpet yang dijemur di genteng rumah sampe karpet nya keujanan lalu jadi bau. Seantero rumah gue jadi bau bangke, apalagi di dapur baunya semerbak harum mewangi. Mana berhari-hari ujan gak berhenti-henti, yaudah jadi rumah gue jadi bau selama beberapa hari. Pengumuman pekan ilmiah yang mengecewakan, disuruh pindah rumah secara mendadak, rumah gue jadi banyak banget nyamuk sama semut. Tapi akhirnya setelah beberapa hari hujan terus, hari yang cerah pun datang, karpet gue pun dijemur dan kering tapiiiiiiiii.............. bau nya tetep, gak bau bangke sih tapi baunya ngahiyek getoh. Intinya sih tetep bau. Tapi pas hari selasa tanggal 8 januari ada........ yang bikin gue seneng pas pulang sekolah. Ada seseoranya yang................ *cengar-cengir sendiri*....................... gak mau bilang-bilang ah wkwk. Kalau jadi besok gue mau pindah ke Alamanda. Jauh. Emang. Tapi mau gimana lagi, di narogong gak ada yang cocok. Yaudah deh jadinya di deket rumah Dina dan kawan kawan. Palingan gue berangkat jam enem pagi dah wkwk, bangun jam 4. 20 kayak kata Ibu Kepsek jam segitu tuh masa Gold. Bukannya masa Gold itu, 1 sampe 3 taun ya? Au dah. Ya udah deh yaaa.....