Absurd

Gue kadang aneh

Tugas OH Tugas

Tugas yang membunuhku

Tek..

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Tek..

Suara yang terdengar ganjil menggema di udara. Ini bukan suara abang ketoprak atau tukang ronda tapi ini suara ketikan keyboard. Yeah, gue emang lagi ngetik tugas bahasa indonesia gue, gue lagi buat proposal dan kalau lo bingung dan mempertanyakan kenapa suasana nya horor begini.. terserah gue lah ini blog siapa hah?!

Oke lanjut, tau gak selama semester satu ini tugas bahasa indo gue adalah buat makalah, buat proposal , buat karya tulis, dan beberapa tugas pelajaran lain yang ngebuat makalah juga. Dan tau gak guru gue yang sekarang ini agak nyebelin, dia pelit nilai-__- wkwk masa udah cape-cape bikin tugas dia tega ngasih nilai ke kite sampe 6,5 Ya allah tega banget dah ah. Padahal dulu guru smp gue kalo maju kedepan doang udah dapet nilai 80. Gue juga pernah dapet nilai 70 pas tugas buat pidato, dan pas dia ngasih buku tulis gue ke gue, dia bilang “ini ibu ngasih nilai kasihan aja sama kamu” #okesip -___- Jahad qaqa~

Emang gue akui guru SMA lebih kejam daripada guru SMP.

Makanya kadang gue sampe frustasi qaq gara-gara tugas doang. Gatau kenapa sekarang susah banget dapet nilai 8 doang, sampe tepar kadang gue.

AMA 2012 Cetar

Wohoooo.. American Music Award nya LUMAYAN SERU sih. Gue seneng karna ada Justin disitu tapi, masa gak ada 1D -___- Woy gak seru jadinya, kurang puas gue nontonnya. Justin juga dapet penghargaan Yeaayyyy :D

Tapi masa Pemenang New Artist Of The Year nya Carly Bzzzz.... Gak rela gueee T_T harusnya kan One Direction. 1D udah sering dapet penghargaan juga di MTv tapi kenapa di AMA gak menang coba? Mana gak dateng lagi mereka, gue kan pengen liat Abang ketemu gue . Justin keren, tapi si Nicky nya yang ALAY. Gue bingung kenapa di album BELIEVE Justin featuring sama orang GAJE semua -____-

Kenapa gak sama Usher atau Taylor Swift aja.. Oia ngomong-ngomong Taylor tadi dia perform, lagu I Knew You Were Trouble. Tay cantik, dan rapih seperti biasa tapi di lagu sekarang dia agak garang sedikit hoho.

Dan baru aja gue akhirnya liat perform Justin yang udah gue tungguin dari jam 11 tapi baru muncul jam 12 qaqa~ Bilangnya Justin Bieber berikutnya, tapi berikutnya itu satu jam kemudian, okesip. Justin itu kereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennn pake bangeeeeeeeeeeet pake zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Gue Speechlees. Gue Cengo. Gue terpesona pemirsah. Tapi gue udah gak se deg-degan dulu, kalo dulu mah gue lebay bannet liat Justin di Tv ampe deg-deg an banget LMAO. Tapi pesona nya gak nahan BEUH CIUNG BELEDAG CETAR BADAI. Justin menang ARTIST OF THE YEAR SAMA ALBUM POP ROCK OF THE YEAR. Yuhuuuuu :3

Pokoknya gue gak peduli besok sekolah pagi sama penilaian olahraga. Suram emang. Abis gue jarang banget banget banget bisa nonton Perform Justin. Setaun aja bisa ke itung berapa kali -________-

Udah dulu yah, Bubye J XXX

Puyeng baca post an gue yang berulang-ulang

Buat yang bingung kenapa blog gue penuh dengan post-an yang sama-sama aja and want to know the reason why, xixixi

scroll down qaqa~


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Oke, pertama karna jaringan gue lelet karna sebenernya modem gue abis pulsa wkwk, gue cuma ngandelin gratisan doang jadi entah kenapa kalo gak gue connecting in gak bisa ke post. Kedua karna gue takut udah lama- lama connect tapi gak ke post, gue mencet nya berulang kali-__- jadinya gitu deh. Sekian dan trimakasih

Payphone Lyrics

"Payphone"
(feat. Wiz Khalifa)

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone

[Clean radio version verse:]
Yeah, Yeah, Now baby don't hang up,
So I can tell you what you need to know,
Baby I'm begging you just please don't go,
So I can tell you what you need to know

[Explicit version verse (Wiz Khalifa):]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
That little piece of shit with you.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...

Who i am

Who i am

Mungkin pas pertama lo liat gue, kesan pertama lo gue Cuma anak pendiem yang ngebosenin dan gak menarik. Mungkin emang gue gitu. Selama ini gue belom penah nemuin temen yang pas banget sama gue. Kadang gue ngerasa gak ada kelompok anak yang kayak gue. Gue gak pinter dan juga gak bego, gak cantik tapi juga gak jelek, gak populer tapi juga gak kuper- kuper juga. Gue terlalu NORMAL dan PENAKUT buat ngehadepin ini semua atau mungkin karna gue terlalu ANEH. Gue belom pernah punya sahabat kayak orang lain, gue juga belum pernah punya pacar. Kadang gue ngerasa yang gue punya selalu kurang pas.  Mungkin itu karna gue kurang bersyukur sama Allah. Gue orang nya KAKU dan PASIF. Sering gue nyesel sama perbuatan-perbuatan gue yang udah terlewat. Padahal sebenernya gue udah tau apa yang seharusnya gue lakuin. Gue emang TOLOL sih. Pengen rasanya berani nunjukin karakter gue yang sebenernya ke orang lain, gaya yang gue mau, ngelakuin semua hal yang bener-bener gue mau tanpa harus kelamaan mikir dan malah akhirnya gak jadi. Sampe sekarang gue masih bingung SIAPA DIRI GUE sebenernya, MAU JADI APA GUE nanti, APA YANG HARUS GUE LAKUIN selanjutnya dan APA KEAHLIAN yang ada di dalam diri gue. Gue mau kayak gitu! Gue mau tau semua jawaban itu. Tapi sebenernya jawaban dan kemauan itu semuanya ada di dalam diri gue. Ada di dalam diri seorang NABILA NAOMI MAOLANI. Yeah gue tau tapin gue belum nemuin aja jawaban nya. Maka dari itu bantulah gue nyari jati diri gue.. Ya Allah bantu lah hamba mu ini. Karna hanya Engkaulah yang mengetahui diriku apa adanya, luar dan dalam, yang terlihat dan yang tersembunyi.